Another Update!

So I’ve been slacking major on the updating of this journal but it will get better, because I’m starting to realize how much I’m suppressing my processing of whats going on in my life. This blog helps me do that. Random stuff; I won a free whole pie at baker square today in my SRVM…

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It’s finally Done!

As much fun as RA training was, I’m so glad it is finally over. The first three days were a lot of fun because they were smaller settings. There are only 17 new RA?s for this semester and so it was fairly personal. I really enjoyed being able to joke around and make the time…

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How I Became an RA!

I absolutely hate this feeling, being so confused and spun around. Having satan standing in the shadows of my soul pulling and teasing the light to stray. Father give me strength and allow me to accept that you don?t allow me to stray far from you, from true life. RA? Could it be so? Could…

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Direction of My Life…

This is something that, in all honesty, I have been avoiding for some time (see previous post). I have this weird gift where I am able to see where God needs me to be and I know how to get there, most of the time I can figure out why and make sense of the…

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I’ve Made it This Far

Well I’m sitting here in my Honors English Seminar realizing that in only nine hours I will be leaving Stout for home. Every year it gets even easier to hold this event and it’s interesting how that has coincided with the growing of my faith. If it weren’t for the presence of God in my…

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My Day

Well I called highline back today, let them know that I’m planning on doing a summer project and won’t be able to go out there for an internship. I will admit I was slightly nervous doing so, since this is a great opportunity for me. After talking for a minute Dave told me that if…

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Feeling Empowered

I know that right now I’m stepping on toes. I’m making them uncomfortable in this old industry and there really isn’t anything they can do about it. For the past several years I learned from their lead and from their teachings. Despite how it may sound, I truly am grateful for all the lessons each…

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Welcome 2004

So it’s been a few days now but 2004 is still just getting started. This was the best New Years I have ever been to. It was the campus crusade Christmas conference for the upper Midwest region, also known as TCX (Twine Cities Experience). Just imaging a couple thousand college kids in a room rocking…

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Mind Games

Here is what has been going on in my mind for the last couple days. I don’t expect anyone to read this and/or understand it. This is just to help me write it out and maybe come to some sort of conclusion. Have you ever felt as though you were at a point in your…

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Taken this Long

I’m sitting here in the Marriott Park City and realizing that finally today something struck me. I know I realized it for some time but today the actuality of it became quite clear. There were actually two big things that happened this weekend. I’ll start with the lesser of the two, as it requires some…

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