Life is an orchestra of strings that need to be pulled and tugged at the right moments. When you are doing it correctly the music of life flows perfectly without a hitch. The strings move back and forth, with the utmost grace and a sense of tranquility. Days flow nearly seamlessly with one another painting…
Read MoreSaturday the 30th
Last night was a blast and really I what I thought and expected from college. A bunch of us went to the commons for dinner and then after that came back and Scott set up his TV in the lobby. We all sat around and watched Chicago (which is a really good movie if you…
Read MoreHuman Drought
Somehow you stole this smile away, faster than the droughts of the rain, I should have seen it coming, nothing ever works without pain. Hoping that this time, the rains might stay till harvest, my hope was misplaced in you, why, how, could you. Ill be fine, for you I worry, dont forget me. 1/30/03…
Read MoreSettling In
Well its been a couple days now since Ive moved in and the adjustment went really well. Most of us have really gotten into the groove here and are loving it. It feels like I will finally be able to prove something to myself, not that what I have done in the past wasnt all…
Read MoreI’m at Stout
Well Im here, we moved everything in yesterday. That turned out to be a larger task then I thought it would be. We spent the better part of three hours moving everything in and setting stuff up. Although I must say that our room is pretty sweet right now. Other then that college life is…
Read MoreSwirl of Emotion
The time has been going past so quickly yet it seems like its been so long since I have seen some people already. When I look back into my memory it feels like months even though its just been weeks. Im mixed up in where things are headed in my life. Not where I am…
Read MoreTorn Emotions are Dwelling
Its finally come to a point where I should stop denying what is going on around me, but its so hard to do. To admit to myself that tonight was the last night I will see Matt Johnson before thanksgiving or possibly even winter break (spring break if I get that job), its hollowing me…
Read MoreAs they leave for College…
So tonight was the first night that things really started to fall into place. I probably won’t see Alex or Lindsey until Christmas break (or next summer if I have that job over winter break), and this was also the last time I would see the Iowa and ND kids. I really don’t know what…
Read MoreA day with Carissa Kay
I just got back from spending the day with Carissa Goertz and had a great time. Aside from the fact that I was pretty tired from saying up to late again last night talking to someone online. We went over to the Arboretum and walked around for about two hours looking at everything there and…
Read MoreCould I have been tricked
So I was just thinking back through my previous relationship and I got to wondering if I could have been played. If I had been taken advantage of with my generosity. I so often read people correctly; my first impression of you is normally very accurate as to your personality and potential. The more that…
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