If a blue bird could sing a song as sweet, As the one you did, when you spoke to me. Maybe I would learn, hang on every note and word, to later silently relive the beauty of what was heard. But like the bird you left filling my heart with regret, leaving me sitting here…
Read MoreThank You
In all my life I have never seen my life so clearly, I am standing just inside the door and am fully engulfed in the Love and grace the God is pouring down on me. I am soaking up the life he is giving me until even my lips are moist with the truth. A…
Read MoreI Have Never Expected Much
My entire life has been lived never asking for much of anything. I don?t long for people to understand where I?m coming from or even who I am. Because I couldn?t understand where I am before I was standing here, and in all honesty I?m not sure that I could explain it to you in…
Read MoreTwisted souls lay resting
Resting here is a twisted soul. Whose muscles are pulled and bound as painfully as a never-ending ill intended courtship. Whose eyes are burnt red from reading into the word set before, sitting recessed hoping to rest, while looking deeper than you wish them to. An exhausted mind looses hold of thoughts as seasons to…
Read MoreTo Much time, To Little to Say…
There is so much to write about but sadly there isn?t enough time. I am sitting here after dipping out of drawing class an hour early only with hopes that I will be able to get a leg up on the work I have to do today. Last weekend was the Kick off for Toulouse…
Read MoreSpiritual Gifts – Prophesy?
To be honest this hasn’t really been something that I have put much of any thought into. The first time I ever heard of spiritual gifts was during our Youth Alpha retreat in high school. Teresa briefly touched on the subject when we were talking about the Holy Spirit and the power that he held.…
Read MoreA Matter of Change
Have I really changed inside? It?s a question that only I?m able to answer but I feel like working through it in this forum where others might be able to relate to me and what I?m going through in my mind. I am different today then I was a month ago, there is no question…
Read MoreWhat is Honor?
Read this in a BBC Talkback article, ?Europe is already defeated. You may as well run-up the white flag and make it official! Bin Laden gauges Europe correctly! Weak, soft, impotent, decadent, etc.? hahahaha. Onto my post. ————————————————————- All honor is lost on a person who?s never experienced it. The concept is so inconceivable and,…
Read MoreDrowning Sorrows in Milk
If milk had alcohol in it, I would be so messed up right now? haha I don?t know what I?m doing. It?s nearly one in the morning and I?m sitting here while my mind spins around uncontrollably. My entire life I?ve never asked for much of anything, only to understand and feel cared for. That…
Read MoreDrawing at the Mabel Tainter
There is this theater in town, the Mabel Tainter, that we drew at. There was so much there that it was hard to decide what to draw and what to leave alone. In classic style I did the majority of my drawings the night/day before they were due (well only 4.5 of the 6….) and…
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