My entire life has been lived never asking for much of anything. I don?t long for people to understand where I?m coming from or even who I am. Because I couldn?t understand where I am before I was standing here, and in all honesty I?m not sure that I could explain it to you in…

There is so much to write about but sadly there isn?t enough time. I am sitting here after dipping out of drawing class an hour early only with hopes that I will be able to get a leg up on the work I have to do today. Last weekend was the Kick off for Toulouse…

Have I really changed inside? It?s a question that only I?m able to answer but I feel like working through it in this forum where others might be able to relate to me and what I?m going through in my mind. I am different today then I was a month ago, there is no question…

Read this in a BBC Talkback article, ?Europe is already defeated. You may as well run-up the white flag and make it official! Bin Laden gauges Europe correctly! Weak, soft, impotent, decadent, etc.? hahahaha. Onto my post. ————————————————————- All honor is lost on a person who?s never experienced it. The concept is so inconceivable and,…

If milk had alcohol in it, I would be so messed up right now? haha I don?t know what I?m doing. It?s nearly one in the morning and I?m sitting here while my mind spins around uncontrollably. My entire life I?ve never asked for much of anything, only to understand and feel cared for. That…

There is this theater in town, the Mabel Tainter, that we drew at. There was so much there that it was hard to decide what to draw and what to leave alone. In classic style I did the majority of my drawings the night/day before they were due (well only 4.5 of the 6….) and…

Maybe someday you?ll know the time spent at this window, with eyes up to the sky wondering why it?s taking so long. To be taken where the stars are brighter and the moon will set you by my side for that moment neither of us could hide from how we feel for each other. To…

Here is a question that is so often neglected. What is it that truly holds you back from what you want to get done? It isn?t someone else, it is something within you and how you look at something. I see it time and time again within myself and holding myself back from what it…

I know that what I?m about to write isn?t something utterly unique or ground breaking but I feel like if I get it out in writing that maybe the feelings will subside. So often I feel like I?m not enough, and I?m constantly running after something that seems so hard to attain but at the…

This is the conclusion of the previous entry (the one before the poem) and I highly encourage that you read that before reading this entry. Once you?ve read it or glanced over it to refresh yourself please read this in its entirety. The poem was pretty good too? I like poetry, but I digress and…