So often over looked, she stands shy of shadows while light skims across the sky, hoping to expose what darkness hides in those moments between light an dark stands who you are broken, beautiful and pure within that brief time seeming to understand the girl possessing the smile attention she commands between light an dark…
Read MoreYour Inference Experience Library (part 2)
Continued from previous entry Receiving several different reactions from the previous entry I am finally able to sit down and write out the next section. Which is, in my mind, the most exciting of this process. No this is not some spiritual jumble of wits, only a sense based argument on our sub-conscious thought process.…
Read MoreThere is Never Anything New (part 1)
“Everything comes from the soil that already exists?” No matter where you look nothing is new. To be new you have to come from nothing, and everything has come from it’s past and the worlds history. No thought is original and no idea unique. The harder you try to discover something the more you fall…
Read MoreI’ve Made it This Far
Well I’m sitting here in my Honors English Seminar realizing that in only nine hours I will be leaving Stout for home. Every year it gets even easier to hold this event and it’s interesting how that has coincided with the growing of my faith. If it weren’t for the presence of God in my…
Read MoreThree Moments to Change
First Moment Blessed is today with the air so clear as I step on board and we head down our normal route. As we stop I notice my co-worker get on the bus and she sits down next to me. I know it’s silly but I feel almost as though she’s the daughter I never…
Read MoreThe shallowness of you…
I see you walk these halls barely a hallow shell of anything worth realizing. Your smile that hides away the makeshift facade that only fools yourself, which the world around you sees right through to the bare bones that make up all you truly are. Clinging to anything or anybody who might help to hide…
Read MoreSpending so much time…
*I seem to spend so much time looking for a way to start these entries *Maybe I understand what it is she wants me to be, and realize that I cant be that for her With the dawn of everyday the procession of opportunity proceeds with their plan. Quickly running and to assure the completion…
Read MoreDefinition of Beauty
So often in life we pass by what is so eloquent and worth note that our lives seem drained of so much. Sending us wandering, distressed, for the source of what encompasses us. Bringing each of us to a point where we cant see beauty in what is in our presence and seek it from…
Read MoreThe Book Depository
Got back to school and actually had classes today. They all went really well, started out the day with my honors seminar. It will be a fair amount of reading and a little bit of writing, only a hundred-fifty words per class, with three essays (six-hundred words each) entailing the remaining 75% of the grade.…
Read MoreWelcome back to Stout
Im back at school now and its all good. Finally saw ned again today, it was weird to not see him once over break. However I need to be willing to do what he needs, not what it is I desire. I have no idea whats going on or what hes going through and thats…
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