Well it seems like Ive just dug myself in a hard place here. It stems from me being to observant and actually caring about people, contrary to some peoples ideas of me. Here is where my trouble currently lies. I still have very mixed feeling about laura b. I mean how could I not, she is an amazing girl but the more I reflect back I realize that it wouldnt have worked out in the long run, which has helped me get over our relationship. The problem lies with what has happened since then.
I love helping people, I spent a large portion of last week helping sarah out and when I had been there for her and sorted through things with her I wasnt really interested in anything more then helping her out. Since then that has changed though, Im starting to get more interested in her and weve talked and she is feeling the same way about me. Now Im in a hard place because how can I pursue this relationship without hurting laura. I know I should talk to her about it but Im not even sure if she would believe me.
Basically right now Im in a hard spot because of what was written earlier. I know it will work out, I just hope that everyone can understand who has to. Im going to go to bed now.
Take Care and God bless,
~paul