I know I should be heading over to bed, which conveniently is right behind me, but instead I’m sitting here writing away. Today was the Monday of my killer spring break… Actually it turned out to be a lot of fun. Carissa and me went out and had some fun at krispykream or however you spell it and then she showed me what guitar she is getting later this week at guitar center. It was nice to have someone like her to talk to though. Most of the friends that I have at school don’t share the same religious views as me and to hear what her spin on some of the stuff that’s been going on was really nice. We talked about what’s going on with Erica and the fact that it seems like I can’t seem to find a girl that’s interested in me, talked more about colleges. I love ya God but some times this waiting for ya thing drives me a little crazy, you know I’ll make it but man it would be so much easier if it was just obvious and right here.

It was a lot of fun, got to hang out with Andrew some more and play with their dog. I missed not having a cat around here but at least slate doesn’t totally hate me for pinning him down while we trimmed his nails. Carissa’s such a sweet girl, I’m really gonna miss her next year. I can tell that she is someone that I won’t forget of. So she better keep in touch with me. Got home and stayed up talking with my brothers and mom for a couple hours and had a good time telling jokes and just hanging out.

Still I’m having a hard time trying to decide what I should really put in this blog. I don’t want my deepest personal feelings and ideas out there for just anyone to read but I want it to be a place where people can check in on me. Probably will turn out being a day to day basis on how I feel about writing something up here, won’t ever slander anyone other then myself though. So sorry if that’s what you were looking for.

Take care and God bless ~paul