Lifes Restrictions

Here is a question that is so often neglected. What is it that truly holds you back from what you want to get done? It isn?t someone else, it is something within you and how you look at something. I see it time and time again within myself and holding myself back from what it…

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Am I Enough?

I know that what I?m about to write isn?t something utterly unique or ground breaking but I feel like if I get it out in writing that maybe the feelings will subside. So often I feel like I?m not enough, and I?m constantly running after something that seems so hard to attain but at the…

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Five Reflections

I sit here from a distance, wondering and waiting for the moment in this span of time to be right. For the chance and opportunity to arise and for you to long to understand something that is at the very core of who I am. Nothing in my being longs more then for that conversation…

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From the Inside out and then…

This is the conclusion of the previous entry (the one before the poem) and I highly encourage that you read that before reading this entry. Once you?ve read it or glanced over it to refresh yourself please read this in its entirety. The poem was pretty good too? I like poetry, but I digress and…

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Why are We So Obsessed with Us?

I?ve been struck reading so much from the minds of my friends about relationships and need and desire and trying to understand. Figure that I will try to describe as best I can with what I have, but twenty-six keys. It seems as though we are so often trying to gain understanding to why we…

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The Blessed Feeling

I?ve been so blessed today. It seems like I have more and more posts starting like this but I am realizing more and more how much and often I am. God has been so gracious to me and I?m in awe. Turns out that my crazy schedule has yielded some great results. I got a…

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Ready for the end of today

Five minutes till midnight and the beckoning of another day Five minutes till tomorrow is no longer at bay Five minutes till I wish it was tomorrow Five minutes till the reality of my sorrow Five minutes till the realization that I?m here Five minutes till I let go of concern. The culmination of so…

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The Mid-point (w/ Pictures)

This week has been very overwhelming. From working the majority of the time thus far on my drawings for the critique today and not even touching my Director project for computer programming… yea tonight will be a blast, I can tell you that right now. Because of so much class work I haven’t had the…

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My Summer Plans?

My feelings on this summer have been all over the map, from wanting to stay at home all the way to living in Vail doing paid internship type work for an event production firm. Little did I realize that a chance run in with a program director at the Christmas conference would shape the upcoming…

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