Wow so that was an amazing weekend with the guys. From just hanging out to playing one of the best games of capture the flag I?d ever been a part of. So I have a bruse under my left arm, my left hand is pretty scratched up from jumping down a hill to get into…
Read MoreBroken on my Knees
Humbly I stand before today before realizing that my feet aren?t holding me up. I?m on my knees realizing what lays ahead and how little I know of what is head of me. Finally realizing that the hands that are embracing the floor aren?t able to reach forward to you Father. That the feelings of…
Read More2am Monday
I wasn’t really not sure what to title this entry. While I’m working really hard on releasing my personal concerns and frustrations to God and trusting Him with them this month I feel as though I should write about what’s gone on this past week. The speaker last Thursday got to me, he was talking…
Read MoreHow Far…
If you were to start walking how far would you go before you reached the end? What time would you walk until, what hour would you turn around at? This weekend has made something real that I wasn?t sure could happen. Not matter how many times I had seen it foretold I still put it…
Read MoreInto the Orchard
The sun rises and shimmers across the tops of the trees with the start of the day. You stand there looking out to what is set before you. You’re there to pick the apples in an orchard and bring in the crop. You’re there picking handful after handful until your arms are overflowing with apples!!…
Read MoreI don’t deserve this
The last several days have been, not so sound over dramatic, AMAZING. Well since Sunday anyway. Sunday I was realizing that I needed to seek harder after Christ again in my life (could have something to do with Peter Haas’ sermon on Saturday night!) and was brought back to what I’ve really been focusing on…
Read MoreA Question of Time
No matter how hard I try or pray it seems as though the timing is never my thing. If you don?t believe me lets list some examples? -Growing up to fast It could be that because I grew up to fast (a combination of my depression with my business work forced me to grow up…
Read MoreThis Last Week
Ok I know most of what I write is metaphorical and if you aren?t in a similar place as me it may not make a whole lot of sense. It is on purpose, it is written that way so that others who are experiencing similar situations can learn from what I went through. Plus I…
Read MoreWhat have I been up to?
Yea I know I?ve been slightly aloof lately but it has been for good reason. It seems as though my time has been so packed full that I haven?t had time to keep up with friends or even hang out with the guys on my floor. It will be better after this week as most…
Read MoreWith so little I run hard after You
It could be asked why I try to do so much. You may sit there and wonder thinking that I?m using it as a way to find something I?m missing. You sit there, look at God as my crutch and ridicule me while I am laboring for the fictitious ?Higher Powers? of life. You could…
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