Direction of My Life…

This is something that, in all honesty, I have been avoiding for some time (see previous post). I have this weird gift where I am able to see where God needs me to be and I know how to get there, most of the time I can figure out why and make sense of the…

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The Passion Outreach thus Far

Review of the Movie It’s been a month since we started the planning for the Passion Outreach with Campus Crusade at Stout and now we are gathering on opening day, thirty minutes before we start distributing the tickets and the line is already forming. After reviewing the plan for the night I glance back into…

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Letter from June 2001

Well this is a letter that I hope people find. In no way does it have anything to deal with suicide or any of that… I am Depressed. I would have written a bigger ‘d’ but I know people that have been lower and I myself have been as well. It just boggles my mind…

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Being Enough

Have you ever stopped and thought if it was truly enough? If the relationships you had with those around you were sustaining you as a person, or if you were putting enough work into a project or job, or if your idea of what you should be doing was accomplishing what you think it aught…

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Past Relations..

What has been going on in my life? This week has been quite the week, compared to weeks of late. Ned and me had been growing distant because we more or less stopped talking when we were in our room, and we’ve been talking more again and I feel like were becoming better friends again.…

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Where’s my Future…

What’s going on right now? For the first time in my life I think I know what it feels like to be spread to thin. I honestly am not sure what to do. I have this drawing homework sitting on the futon right now that needs to get done yet tonight. It’s just a reminder…

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The Right?

This has been an interesting week for me. I’m not really sure why it happened this week, or why it’s happening at all. My mind must just be on overdrive or something similar. (sorry I’ll try not to make it too long, it’s 3am and my mind is running somewhat). I’m talking about something that…

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My new KID!!!

So I haven’t really filled anyone in on what happened to Oscar Perez Calix, my sponsor child down in Honduras. It turns out that his mother had lied about some information to get him into the program, what I am not sure. When confronted she apparently got upset and withdrew Oscar from the program. I…

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Change of Heart

Sunday June 8th, 2003 at 10:25 PM Have you ever had a moment in your life where everything that was within your perspective seemed to change? Some call it an epiphany while others something along the lines of being enlightened. Those moments are what keeps us on our toes, as they always seem to come…

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