Have you ever stopped and thought if it was truly enough? If the relationships you had with those around you were sustaining you as a person, or if you were putting enough work into a project or job, or if your idea of what you should be doing was accomplishing what you think it aught…
Read MoreDinner Mayhem
Story background information: A little over a month ago I was really into this gal named Terry. I would swing by and leave notes on her door and see if I couldnt catch her for a moment just to chat and make sure she was doing alright. After about a week she started avoiding me…
Read MoreLoss of a Friend and Mentor – John Koskinen
I guess you should be slightly suspicious of a blog the very next day, since I have been slacking of late. Tonight has sucked, there really isn’t any better way I could word it (and several worse that I’ll omit). I was just wrapping up eating dinner, which was turning out to be an amazing…
Read MoreWords with Each Step
The weekend past and I didnt see her in the hours elevated from my sub-conscious state. Ive been precocious over going to slumber, scared that she wont be there to meet me. I cant understand my heart and I barely know her name. Yet it seems different this time, sparing clichés and leaving it at…
Read MorePast Relations..
What has been going on in my life? This week has been quite the week, compared to weeks of late. Ned and me had been growing distant because we more or less stopped talking when we were in our room, and weve been talking more again and I feel like were becoming better friends again.…
Read MoreWill write later
I really need to post something new soon, sorry i haven’t been keeping up with the blog this week. I will write something up later today hopefully.
Read MoreOphera Infatuation
Quick catch up; Thanksgiving went very well even though my uncle didnt show up, it was nice to see old friends again and to see movies, which I almost never get to do at school (saw three here oh well, they were all pretty good). On to the post: Ive spent some time thinking about…
Read MoreHome for Turkey
So Im home now, I guess it is the same as every other times Ive sat in this chair but something feels different this time. A bunch of us are meeting up on Friday night and to be honest I have mixed feelings about going. There are a few people I want to see really…
Read MoreSitting Distressed
Sitting here distressed, longing to regress, muses a mess. Thoughts appear irrelevant in shambled pieces, every-one incoherent. Pulsing hearts slow, when eyes close to the world. Appearing empty for a soul, searching endlessly. Mouth shut tight, words then fight to be written. ~paul
Read MoreLife Goals List
Had a list in a journal of mine, figured I would type them up here. The list is something that Ive been working on for some time. -Go Skydiving -Visit all fifty states -Visit Mt. Everest and get my picture taken with her -Sip wine in Italy -Read all of Aristotles Books -Read the bible…
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