Well this is a letter that I hope people find. In no way does it have anything to deal with suicide or any of that… I am Depressed. I would have written a bigger ‘d’ but I know people that have been lower and I myself have been as well. It just boggles my mind…
Read MoreCould it be ignorance?
Maybe its the fact that Ive spent so much time alone lately and contemplated so much about my life but the more I look into my self the more unsure I am of who this Paul Prins character is. Let me explain.
Read MoreWhy can I not be back there?
I love where Im at in life, I wont deny that. Being able to see the fruits of my labors flourish in front of me more then I ever dreamt they would. Its an experience I hope everyone has once in his or her lifetime. Thats not the aspect I wish was different though. I…
Read MoreMy Day
Well I called highline back today, let them know that Im planning on doing a summer project and wont be able to go out there for an internship. I will admit I was slightly nervous doing so, since this is a great opportunity for me. After talking for a minute Dave told me that if…
Read MoreFeeling Empowered
I know that right now Im stepping on toes. Im making them uncomfortable in this old industry and there really isnt anything they can do about it. For the past several years I learned from their lead and from their teachings. Despite how it may sound, I truly am grateful for all the lessons each…
Read MoreWelcome 2004
So its been a few days now but 2004 is still just getting started. This was the best New Years I have ever been to. It was the campus crusade Christmas conference for the upper Midwest region, also known as TCX (Twine Cities Experience). Just imaging a couple thousand college kids in a room rocking…
Read MoreMind Games
Here is what has been going on in my mind for the last couple days. I dont expect anyone to read this and/or understand it. This is just to help me write it out and maybe come to some sort of conclusion. Have you ever felt as though you were at a point in your…
Read MoreTaken this Long
Im sitting here in the Marriott Park City and realizing that finally today something struck me. I know I realized it for some time but today the actuality of it became quite clear. There were actually two big things that happened this weekend. Ill start with the lesser of the two, as it requires some…
Read MoreFinally Done!!
Semester one is complete and Im just waiting until I head for home (in about four hours). Finals were as hard as everyone seemed to make them out to be, maybe after getting further into the program they will become harder for me. I did only have one test, two portfolio reviews, a semester project…
Read MoreAwake Now…
My friend called this a little disney of me but alas sometimes Im like that. Although Im not totally sure why it happened yesterday, it did happen. It just hit me and I was faced with this epiphany that I had been ignoring up to that point. Maybe its a little of this hopeless romantic…
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