Im writing this because I know that you check this. Because you think that you have it all figured out and that somehow in the end you will end up on top of it all. Have you taken a moment to look around you? Everything is falling apart, youre world is crumbling and you havent done one this but burn bridges to help stop it. To help hold it together you try to elevate yourself above the very people there to help you. I sincerely hope that you figure it out soon because you arent going where you want to and you spend all your time looking up. Look around you and look down, because before you can go anyway you must come to grasp where you are and why you are. You spend your days running and hiding from the truth, making and putting up facades to alienate others from yourself. Get over it, God sees right through you to the part that matters. Im through with you, you know who you are, and Ive done this before. I havent spoken a word to her since the day I left, because to go back would be I condone the action. There is nothing about you I condone, pick yourself up. Prove me wrong, I dare you, or you can run.
I just hope someday you tire.
Take care and God Bless,
~paul prins
(ps. Sorry for 99.99% of you who read this and it doesnt apply, you know who you are)