Quick catch up; Thanksgiving went very well even though my uncle didnt show up, it was nice to see old friends again and to see movies, which I almost never get to do at school (saw three here oh well, they were all pretty good). On to the post: Ive spent some time thinking about…
Read MoreHome for Turkey
So Im home now, I guess it is the same as every other times Ive sat in this chair but something feels different this time. A bunch of us are meeting up on Friday night and to be honest I have mixed feelings about going. There are a few people I want to see really…
Read MoreSitting Distressed
Sitting here distressed, longing to regress, muses a mess. Thoughts appear irrelevant in shambled pieces, every-one incoherent. Pulsing hearts slow, when eyes close to the world. Appearing empty for a soul, searching endlessly. Mouth shut tight, words then fight to be written. ~paul
Read MoreLife Goals List
Had a list in a journal of mine, figured I would type them up here. The list is something that Ive been working on for some time. -Go Skydiving -Visit all fifty states -Visit Mt. Everest and get my picture taken with her -Sip wine in Italy -Read all of Aristotles Books -Read the bible…
Read MoreWhy I’m here
Recently this subject has repeatedly surfaced and I figured I would just write out my thoughts the best I could on it. I hope that you all can follow my ramblings and me for the next while.
Read MoreAmazing Mixed Emotions
Sunday November 16th, 2003 at 2:06 AM Today was amazing, to think that I had been regretting my agreement to GLX (a new ski shop near buck hill) to be the emcee for their store opening event this weekend. I had waiting quite the long time before even seeing if I could get a ride…
Read MoreWhat a day!!
Everything has been seeming to turn around lately, Im so thankful for that. Last week was really hard on me, as I know it was for a lot of people, but Ive started to realize the simple fact that I am still here. I have people around me who love me, and Im around people…
Read MoreSomething New
I just needed to put something new in here. I’ve been doing a lot better today. Thanks to everyone for their prayers and support. I also just had two cups of butterscotch pudding! it was awesome, somehow it makes me all giddy which is really funny. I don’t really understand it but thats alright.
Read MoreDeath?
Today I went to his funeral, Nolan Myers, and it was really weird, almost surreal for me. I didnt know him that well, really at all. We had bumped into each other in the halls once or twice and I had heard his name occasionally. I went to show support for classmates and the family…
Read More… Reassurance
I thank all of you who kept me in your prayers last night, again I feel truly blessed. Im sorry if I came off sounding big headed, I was just having a hard time figuring out why He could want me to leave skiing after the position that he got me in. Turns out Im…
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