To be honest this hasn’t really been something that I have put much of any thought into. The first time I ever heard of spiritual gifts was during our Youth Alpha retreat in high school. Teresa briefly touched on the subject when we were talking about the Holy Spirit and the power that he held.…
Read MoreDirection of My Life…
This is something that, in all honesty, I have been avoiding for some time (see previous post). I have this weird gift where I am able to see where God needs me to be and I know how to get there, most of the time I can figure out why and make sense of the…
Read MoreFive Reflections
I sit here from a distance, wondering and waiting for the moment in this span of time to be right. For the chance and opportunity to arise and for you to long to understand something that is at the very core of who I am. Nothing in my being longs more then for that conversation…
Read MoreA Simple Confession
When I was younger the people who I held closest to me in friendship hurt me. Not only once but seemingly each person that I would grow close to. Over time I gained this mentality where I simply can’t get close to people because I will become hurt. As there is distance from the last…
Read MoreCan’t Help but Smile
I know that most of what I write in here is me venting my angst of the world, eh can’t win them all. Here is something a little more up beat I guess. It seems like it’s been so long since I’ve met someone who just the sound of their voice brings a smile to…
Read MoreAt Least they’re Honest
I’m home on spring break and it’s going alright. Was a lot of fun yesterday spending time with Kyle and some of his friends, I’ve lately been feeling really free from worry and concern. Not sure if that’s a good thing or not but it sure is relaxing and a relief. Just been really laid…
Read MoreFeels like Christmas Eve
So here I’m sitting around 11:30pm and I can sense that I’m tied, I feel it in the way my body rests in this chair and how my fingers are sluggishly depressing the keys in front of me to write this, yet my mind is completely contrary. Running a million thoughts a moment as if…
Read MoreYour Inference Experience Library (part 2)
Continued from previous entry Receiving several different reactions from the previous entry I am finally able to sit down and write out the next section. Which is, in my mind, the most exciting of this process. No this is not some spiritual jumble of wits, only a sense based argument on our sub-conscious thought process.…
Read MoreThere is Never Anything New (part 1)
“Everything comes from the soil that already exists?” No matter where you look nothing is new. To be new you have to come from nothing, and everything has come from it’s past and the worlds history. No thought is original and no idea unique. The harder you try to discover something the more you fall…
Read MoreThree Moments to Change
First Moment Blessed is today with the air so clear as I step on board and we head down our normal route. As we stop I notice my co-worker get on the bus and she sits down next to me. I know it’s silly but I feel almost as though she’s the daughter I never…
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