It’s interesting to see how everything seems to come in phases, for a group of people to all feel similar at the same time. Over the past couple months it was something that I didn’t expect to see happen, from growing closer to several people and getting to know them better this was an unexpected…
Read MoreA Collection of Thoughts
The evangelism team is going SO well. Past half way to my prayer goal for # of people on the team and the Lord has been so faithful in everything! Just how the movement is starting to really grasp the importance of reaching out to those around them and watching God move through them. How…
Read MoreIf you only knew… what I didn’t want to show you
So I sit here, seemingly waiting for something to happen that won’t. What am I speaking of? The fact that I am always on the outside looking in. There are very few times when I’m asked to go out and do anything. It’s not that I don’t want to, it’s that it just doesn’t happen.…
Read MorePoetry: Thorn
Thorn a thorn stuck my side sitting in awkward comfort wanting to loose it I touched myself seeking for a mark left the protruding hook fingers waiting…ready realization strikes lost hands misled movable extremities cautiously extend, silent vision goes dark, it moves, you move open eyes reveal solitude mind reveals reality with one traceless thorn…
Read More2am Monday
I wasn’t really not sure what to title this entry. While I’m working really hard on releasing my personal concerns and frustrations to God and trusting Him with them this month I feel as though I should write about what’s gone on this past week. The speaker last Thursday got to me, he was talking…
Read MoreInto the Orchard
The sun rises and shimmers across the tops of the trees with the start of the day. You stand there looking out to what is set before you. You’re there to pick the apples in an orchard and bring in the crop. You’re there picking handful after handful until your arms are overflowing with apples!!…
Read MoreFeeling Attacked
One can’t help but wonder why spirits become so dampened when major Christian outreaches approach. There is no doubt in my mind that the spiritual realm is real after receiving the gifts that I have been so blessed with and the recalling the events in my life that have formed my understanding of Christ. Why…
Read MoreYou felt so near? When will this end
There was a point when I could have reached you, that if my arms only would have gone forth. You would have been right there, were right there, just waiting for something I was to scared of. To reach my arms forward and embrace you and now here I am. You were so close that…
Read More1S9E1A
Who knows the boy sitting scared of the world that happens to quickly? As he sits there wondering when he’ll be safe to move. Looking with anticipation outward towards the little that he is able to see and focus on. There are things and people that, despite everything else, don’t seem to be moving, that…
Read MoreMusing for Muses
What is it I’m musing after? Is it a thought, or a desire to have someone to be my muse. The lack of an earthly inspiration is trying, but nothing new and defiantly not something for me to spend my time writing about. Rather my thoughts and mental quarantines and inspections are about a few…
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