Could I have been tricked

So I was just thinking back through my previous relationship and I got to wondering if I could have been played. If I had been taken advantage of with my generosity. I so often read people correctly; my first impression of you is normally very accurate as to your personality and potential. The more that…

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Maybe she’s lying

I really don’t know what to think right now, I realize that this is another post about Stacey but I can’t help it. She is all that I think about lately, who wouldn’t. It just seems to me like she wasn’t totally honest with me about her reasoning. I guess I could understand it had…

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One Final Hug

Sorry I know this one isn’t a poem of mine, but it’s a post none the less. Tonight was some time in the making I gather. Stacey came over after spending the evening with her mom and we had some time to talk. I finally told her a bunch of things I had been waiting…

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Sitting and Thinking

So here I sit again in front of my computer. It seems like I only ever write when something is going well or when something isn’t. I’m honestly not sure which one it is this time. Stacey is one of the coolest girls I’ve had the privilege to know over the past plethora of years…

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Sitting in his House

So for the last two hours of my night I sat in his house. The house of a man who is nearing the end, and is only expected to live two maybe three days. I was there on business, putting together a montage of photographs from his life that will be shown at his ‘service’…

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Wisdom Teeth Removed

Well I haven’t written again in a while so sorry for the long windedness of this post. Last weekend was the Sonshine Festival. It was a blast. I got to spend a lot of time with some of my good friends from church. I also got to listen to some really good Christian music, for…

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Polar Instances

Sorry for not posting lately, life has been quite busy. But I did post, so here is at least one new one for ya kessia. ———————————- Lately life has been a bit weird for me, almost polar in some instances. I feel as though I am truly starting to move on with my life, I’m…

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College Registration

For the past two years of high school I have been imagining and visualizing how this moment would happen. I had lost motivation for high school for two main reasons: the challenge for me was gone in most classes, and I was fortunate enough to experience other real world happenings (movies/competitions) and I knew what…

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New Work Projects

Last night I had Stacey over before she left for park rapids today. It was a lot of fun just hanging out and having more time to get to learn more about her. The night was cool, finally saw moulon rouge and it was alright. I’m gonna miss her over the next week but I…

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All about Her

This is one of those times that you hear people talk about. Are you dreaming when you are awake? That the feelings and experiences I’ve gone through in the past week are ones that for the longest time seemed to even elude me in slumber. Now they are hard pressed upon be everyday, greeted with…

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