I really don’t know what to think right now, I realize that this is another post about Stacey but I can’t help it. She is all that I think about lately, who wouldn’t. It just seems to me like she wasn’t totally honest with me about her reasoning. I guess I could understand it had it been a few days before she left, but I think she just wants to go to college without any attachments and no matter how she felt/feels about me she was going to do that. That would be fine with me if she had told me that, if I wouldn’t be so far thrown to the side.

Then I could be all wrong again, it just seems to me like she is timid when I get to talking about certain things. I’m really tired so maybe that’s it too. I just wish she felt the way I do, alas some things in life aren’t meant to be. My friend Brian is going through something similar so were going to hang out next week for a while. That’s all I got.