The time has been going past so quickly yet it seems like its been so long since I have seen some people already. When I look back into my memory it feels like months even though its just been weeks. Im mixed up in where things are headed in my life. Not where I am…
Read MoreTorn Emotions are Dwelling
Its finally come to a point where I should stop denying what is going on around me, but its so hard to do. To admit to myself that tonight was the last night I will see Matt Johnson before thanksgiving or possibly even winter break (spring break if I get that job), its hollowing me…
Read MoreAs they leave for College…
So tonight was the first night that things really started to fall into place. I probably won’t see Alex or Lindsey until Christmas break (or next summer if I have that job over winter break), and this was also the last time I would see the Iowa and ND kids. I really don’t know what…
Read MoreA day with Carissa Kay
I just got back from spending the day with Carissa Goertz and had a great time. Aside from the fact that I was pretty tired from saying up to late again last night talking to someone online. We went over to the Arboretum and walked around for about two hours looking at everything there and…
Read MoreCould I have been tricked
So I was just thinking back through my previous relationship and I got to wondering if I could have been played. If I had been taken advantage of with my generosity. I so often read people correctly; my first impression of you is normally very accurate as to your personality and potential. The more that…
Read MoreMaybe she’s lying
I really dont know what to think right now, I realize that this is another post about Stacey but I cant help it. She is all that I think about lately, who wouldnt. It just seems to me like she wasnt totally honest with me about her reasoning. I guess I could understand it had…
Read MoreMy new KID!!!
So I havent really filled anyone in on what happened to Oscar Perez Calix, my sponsor child down in Honduras. It turns out that his mother had lied about some information to get him into the program, what I am not sure. When confronted she apparently got upset and withdrew Oscar from the program. I…
Read MoreStargazing Without You
Knowing that when I cast my eyes, Upon the night time sky, The exact same stars Shone down on you, Pulling us together Through that view. Of celestial bodies So beautifully radiant, Sending light to us. So we can say that, With upswept glances, I know youre there, just hoping you remember that somebody who…
Read MoreOne Final Hug
Sorry I know this one isnt a poem of mine, but its a post none the less. Tonight was some time in the making I gather. Stacey came over after spending the evening with her mom and we had some time to talk. I finally told her a bunch of things I had been waiting…
Read MoreSimple Silhouettes
Simple silhouettes fade from the start, into the calm setting midnight dark, moon light races, reaching all it can, my mind wanders and finds you again, your gentle nature is why I write, words that cant describe the sight, ingrained in my eyes and thoughts of you, cherishing the moments with one in view, when…
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