written to go along with the previous and the next entry. Please read them if you haven’t. they are basically the essence of what this poem is about (so for those of you reading this poem before I write the last piece, you get a little hint of what’s coming). I am sorry for it…

slowly drift down sky to earth your delicate form suspended in space suddenly encapsulated in warmth behind a smile melting and sliding towards her soul finding little comfort she looks for more heart grown sore world of scorn

So often over looked, she stands shy of shadows while light skims across the sky, hoping to expose what darkness hides in those moments between light an dark stands who you are broken, beautiful and pure within that brief time seeming to understand the girl possessing the smile attention she commands between light an dark…

Sitting here distressed, longing to regress, muses a mess. Thoughts appear irrelevant in shambled pieces, every-one incoherent. Pulsing hearts slow, when eyes close to the world. Appearing empty for a soul, searching endlessly. Mouth shut tight, words then fight to be written. ~paul

I’m not sure how to describe, feelings I’m having inside. of rhythmic pulses, quickening, a heart in distress. of sly smiles, appearing, when I see your face. of stars above, shimmering, speaking quietly in this place. Soon the sun will shine me waking, the words I’ll find. Then you’ll know how I feel, dreams, may…

Somehow you stole this smile away, faster than the droughts of the rain, I should have seen it coming, nothing ever works without pain. Hoping that this time, the rains might stay till harvest, my hope was misplaced in you, why, how, could you. I’ll be fine, for you I worry, don’t forget me. 1/30/03…

Knowing that when I cast my eyes, Upon the night time sky, The exact same stars Shone down on you, Pulling us together Through that view. Of celestial bodies So beautifully radiant, Sending light to us. So we can say that, With upswept glances, “I know you’re there, just hoping you remember that somebody who…

Simple silhouettes fade from the start, into the calm setting midnight dark, moon light races, reaching all it can, my mind wanders and finds you again, your gentle nature is why I write, words that can’t describe the sight, ingrained in my eyes and thoughts of you, cherishing the moments with one in view, when…

I used to always get caught day dreaming, at baseball games, at school, church, home, while we would be driving on road trips. So I guess thinking I was dreaming now shouldn’t have been that big of a suprise. ——————– Do you ever dream, then realize your eyes have been open the whole time? That…