When I was younger the people who I held closest to me in friendship hurt me. Not only once but seemingly each person that I would grow close to. Over time I gained this mentality where I simply can’t get close to people because I will become hurt. As there is distance from the last…
Read MoreMy Summer Plans?
My feelings on this summer have been all over the map, from wanting to stay at home all the way to living in Vail doing paid internship type work for an event production firm. Little did I realize that a chance run in with a program director at the Christmas conference would shape the upcoming…
Read MoreAs the Words Evade Me
It’s awesome how after a night where everything seems to go right, you mind can’t seem to form a thought that is coherent because you’re so overrun that your mind isn’t able to focus on one thing for more then a moment. Tonight I got out of the house and went up and had Coffee…
Read MoreCan’t Help but Smile
I know that most of what I write in here is me venting my angst of the world, eh can’t win them all. Here is something a little more up beat I guess. It seems like it’s been so long since I’ve met someone who just the sound of their voice brings a smile to…
Read MoreOne Step Closer
Today I waited for a half an hour to get my photo taken and the paper work filled out to receive a new passport. The majority of the time I was waiting I found myself starting up at the cube descended from the ceiling trying to decide if I would get in trouble for bringing…
Read MoreAt Least they’re Honest
I’m home on spring break and it’s going alright. Was a lot of fun yesterday spending time with Kyle and some of his friends, I’ve lately been feeling really free from worry and concern. Not sure if that’s a good thing or not but it sure is relaxing and a relief. Just been really laid…
Read MoreWelcome to Spring Break
Unlike winter break I am really looking forward to getting home. I have had a sudo-stressful quarter, well what stress is for me because most people don’t seem to think I feel like I’m ever under stress but whatever. Just catching up on the work load after the event. Finally I’m discovering that I have…
Read MoreFeels like Christmas Eve
So here I’m sitting around 11:30pm and I can sense that I’m tied, I feel it in the way my body rests in this chair and how my fingers are sluggishly depressing the keys in front of me to write this, yet my mind is completely contrary. Running a million thoughts a moment as if…
Read MoreA Letter to You…
Well I’ve been meaning to write this for some time now, my friend Katie B did this while back and it was a really awesome idea (writing a quick little something about/to the people you’ve dated) and I finally sat down and wrote it out. Yea I know it’s long (and sorry if I forgot…
Read MoreHelpless…
I sit here, across the state line, hearing bits and fragments of words and statements. Only piecing together news I wish I wouldn’t here but am drawn into hearing more. Wishing it was a few days prior and I could be there. If only to stand and show I’m here, to have taken the moment…
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